Decisions, Decisions, Decisions!

         What the EFF is going on? So, I live in a small town, like 11,000 people. And yet, we seem to draw out the crazies! Since living in this house we have 'lost' a license plate, approx. 6 solar lights, and our back fence (the neighbor ran that down, it wasn't stolen). We have also had our back door kicked in (just last week even) and then tonight, my husbands drivers side window got smashed in. WHY us? Jeepers! Thankfully nothing tragic actually has come from these interesting events... just a lot of annoyance (and harassing of the fuzz)

           And yet, the thing I dislike most about this house and neighborhood? We only have one bathroom! Yep, you read that right.. ONE bathroom! In a two story, 4 bedroom house! ONE! Must of been built by a man! 

       So, on to the info about the decision making... I went into a new doctor today for a complete physical! Again, must of been built by a man comes to mind... those are some dang uncomfortable tools they use! Anyhooters... I was given a clean bill of health (again) with no known reason why my baby maker ain't baby making. I go in Friday morning to loose a ridonkulous amount of blood, all to better know what is NOT wrong. But on the upside, this doc was actually great! And now, I'm left with the decision, to take clomid this month, or stick to my TCM. (thus far, no changes have come from the TCM) 

       Egads! I just want to snuggle in my bed and re-read Stephanie Meyer's Twilight series. Oh well! For now, I'm going to watch Pushing Daisies with my husband, and pretend life isn't confusing and annoying tonight!

Oops.. I did it again!

iYIKES!

         It's been a very long time, yet again! I'm pretty much AWFUL at remembering to blog.. oh well! I guess my life isn't really exciting enough for daily posts. But here is my monthly update! haha 

         So, I have started my TCM, and thus far.. nothing, natta, zilch! I have been taking up to 60 pills per day for a month. Not that pills actually bother me, they totally don't. I just hoped I would at least have some sort of change happen. So far, nothing. So, TMI alert!! It has now been approx. 155 days since the end of my last period! HOLY CRAP! I think anything over a 40 day cycle is considered extreme... so, 160 days cycle? Oh dear! That can't be good! So, I continue to try the acupuncture, the pills... Hoping I won't have to resort to anything to extreme in order to get my body working again. Thankfully, the word menopause has yet to pass through the lips of the medical professionals I have seen! I think if I ever do hear that word, I will loose it! I'm not old enough for that.. I haven't even had a chance at being a mom! EEK! 

          Welp, I guess it is time to work on my patience again! *sigh* I'm getting sick of working on my patience! But really, what choice do I have? Go against everything my body is telling me, and try something synthetic, or continue on this path for at least a few months? Plus really, acupuncture is AWESOME! 

          In other news, I'm employed! I KNOW! So its been what? 3 months? And before that.. a year! haha Oh well! So now I am working, full time, with a company that works with clients who have disabilities. So far, I actually love it! I spend my days watching soaps, doing crocheting, making supper, going to the dollar store, going for coffee, watching movies.. and soon we are going to start bowling every week! HOW SWEET IS THAT? Getting paid to go bowling and to movies? Like I said, I love it! My clients are awesome, and I am totally enjoying getting to know them! Looks like I finally found a job I can stick to for a while!

         Well, the count down is on! 7 weeks until I have a new niece or nephew! SO excited! I mean, the munchkin is FABULOUS! I heart her to pieces! But to hold a newborn again! *sigh* I'm so  so looking forward to some prime snuggle time with the wee one! So far, the tally is split between boy and girl, with me leaning hopefully towards boy... but thinking girl is more likely at this point! Only time shall tell :)

        Well that be it for now! More later.. or next month? haha