So I went to see our fertility specialist on September 28th. And I never blogged a word about it. I should be hanging my head in shame, but I was so annoyed with how long it takes for anything to actually happen, that I was far from excited yet. But now things are happening!! I was given a prescription for 10 days of Prometrium (100mg per day) and I took that, finished it last week. Then came the waiting, the wondering. Will it actually work this time? (last time, it didn't work so well, so my expectations were low low low) But my very unexpected Aunt came to visit me first thing Saturday morning! HOORAY! I was very excited, and yet dreading actually having the blasted ordeal. Seriously, I am SO thankful for a cycle starting, a fresh home for possible baby making, etc.. but I HATE actually having to deal with it!
Anyhooters.. today is CD3, and I took 1 of 5 doses of Serophine this morning. (It is giving me crazy heart burn!) I am only on a 50mg dose, but this time around, I will actually be getting blood work done on CD21 and CD28 to see if things are happening. My next appointment with the specialist isn't until November 20. Seems like a life time away!
So today, I'm facing the ups and downs of hope and reality. Hoping this is it! Hoping I will ovulate on the lowest dose, conceive and be having a baby in August (ish). Then reality sets in. 25% chance I'll conceive each month, IF I have a normal cycle, which I don't! Balls I hate this whole infertility thing. I'm 100% over it, and ready to either be pregnant, or just stop it all!
Prayer would be super duper amazingly awesome over the next few weeks!
A few things that I'd love prayer for:
~ 50 mg dose would work!
~ That my ovulation would happen, and my detection kit would work
~ DW & I don't get sick an tired of timed intercourse! (Every other day)
~ I would be at peace, with whatever happens
~ Colds would be gone! (Both girls and I have colds)
~ DW would get back to full time hours (before we are in trouble!)
